A new year

All I can say is that I hope that life really does come to an end this year, because it's already started off like its the end. Nothing can compare to the anxiety of the drama in my life. I now will be able to handle the anxiety that comes with my husband's deployment specifically because of this piece of shit that the universe handed me and said take a big whiff. MMMM... smells like.... *vomits* worse than anything you can imagine. FML

Internet....thats it?

I spend every day online. The worst part is, I'm only on a max of four different sites. Facebook, Tarrant County College, and Black Board, FML.  I wonder about the people that literally spend all day online. I wonder what they are doing? How do you find new websites that catch your interest? Where are these games that keep people glued to their chair for hours? Why do I feel like I'm the one with no life because I hardly use the internet? I used to play around and look for random sites all the time when I was in middle school, or I would have friends tell me about new sites they had found. Now I use Google to find what I need, I use Facebook to stay in touch, I go to school online....
I just don't understand how I have all of this information at my fingertips and the thing that I check the most is Facebook.

So which is more sad?
That I have all of this information at my fingertips and don't access it until necessary, or...
That I have a life and don't need to be on the internet 24/7, therefore don't know half of the sites that others might?

Starting Over

They say the first year of marriage is the hardest. Well is that the actual first year or the first year you spend living together? My husband and I are a month away from celebrating our 1 year marriage anniversary, however, we only lived together for 3 and a half months of this entire year.
After 3 and a half months, my husband was ready to call it quits on me. Why? Because the apartment wasn't clean, because I didn't do the dishes, because he didn't like coming home to a dirty apartment. Guess what? I have a job to. I come home, eat dinner, spend time with my hubby on the couch, and then we both go to bed. When do I have time to clean? You get the weekends off, why don't you clean a little every once in a while?
If I was a stay at home wife, this wouldn't be a big problem, because guess what... I wouldn't have anything else to do but clean!
So, now I'm moving back home and we are starting over. We are moving into a new place, going to see his family for Christmas and when we get back I will be a stay at home wife and mother, and be going to school.
So my question is does our one year start this second time or did we already beat the one year struggle by being together for a year?